Hehehe.... I'm beginning to like blogging recently, and this is my second post in year 2010 and using English fully (hopefully, but sometimes maybe some malay word will be in my post! wakakakaaka!). I'm kinda proud of myself with this kind of progression, except that I think I need to speak English more often with other people... it's not that I don't want to speak in English, It's just I'm afraid that I'll be using wrong words or grammar when speaking in English with others... But I think I have to try... Besides, "Belum cuba, belum tahu" right?
Anyway, back to my title of my post.... OMG.... Recently, I've had gathered my negative energies, or I shall call it as negative 'qi' (Qi: the life-process or "flow" of energy that sustain living beings).. yeah... JEALOUSY, ARROGANCE, to name a few.... Urgh.... I think It's caused by the news of my friend, Hanif of getting his and MY dream course, Medicine.... Recently, He got the offer from USM to pursue his study after attending the interview... Damn that USM... What's wrong with Band 3? Is it means I SUCKS in English if I didn't get Band 4 for MUET? Huh!~ Why must Band 4??? DAMN~! I nearly got band 4, (8 marks only to get that stupid BAND) and thanks to my Comprehension (which I really hope that I get high marks for this paper to achieve that band), I didn't manage to get it... Urgh.... Kinda sad... HUHUHUHUHUHU!~ Trust Me USM, not all those who got Band 4 can use their English to speak... I'm the one who spoke a lot using English with my teachers, lectures, friends, etc, but the one who seldom use English got band 4 .... Sigh~.... What can I say? It's already fated, so it's no use to cry over spilled milk.....I think it's also my fault for not giving 100% concentration when sitting for the MUET test, especially for the comprehension part... U'll regret for not taking me! >=P LOL
Besides, Hanif also got the offer from MARA twinning program for Medicine in Bandung-UKM in which he and other candidates have to go for interview and have to sit for small tests to be chosen for the programme... huhuhuhu... So LUCKY.... Guess what, the same story, I DIDN'T get the offer... Damn u MARA... Hanif told me the reason why the chosen got the offers were because all of them are PURE BUMIPUTERAS... LOL... So I'm what? Isn't Malay included as Bumiputeras? If not, why Hanif told me that a Kelantanese girl also got the offer? Is she 'Orang Asli'? LOL... But one think that I'm really sured about that offer is only those who obtain 3.79 below who got the offers...DUH, because why some of my friends faced the same fate as me? Hardiana, who obtained 3.9 for sem 1, a Muslim Dusun and Alynn ( sorry I don't know her race, so I concluded that she is Malay) who scores 4.00 also didn't get it? huhuhu... So UNFAIR.... >=P
I'm really jealous at him for getting 'durian runtuh' ( 2 offers 'sekaligus' for him, while I'm NONE... ZERO...EGGS.. LOL) but, as his friend, I'm proud of him... Congrates, friend! U r so lucky, yet you have the choices to choose which one u want to go to pursue your study, while me, I've to depend on UPU 999% to decide my course and my university.... huhuhuhu.... I'm not being a sore loser here, I'm just feeling unsatisfied and It's kinda unfair to me and some of my friends, whose hoping such offers to come to us.... but, what can I say? It's his 'rezeki' anyway.....
Maybe it's not my 'rezeki' to get those offers... Beside, Allah knows better what is the best for His servants, right? maybe I'll get better than those offers, I hope, Insya-Allah... I always pray to Allah to ask for His blessings, and I hope I'll get what I desire, Insya-Allah, Amin~ and I also pray to Him to make me strong to face His tests in this nothing but temporary world..... Amin~
Hopefully I can regain my positive 'qi' and throw all the negative 'qi' in me (Syuh2! Run devil run! LOL it's sound like SNSD song Run Devil Run... wakakakakakaka!)
It's already 11.03 pm, I think my pillows are calling me... So, until then.... See ya! toodles! Assalamualaikum~...
Monday, May 31, 2010
Saturday, May 29, 2010
My life at LMC
It's been a long time since I've not post anything in my blog... yeah, kinda busy with my study at matriculation, and I've finished it happily, right after the PSPM II ended. Fuh... I've ended my study at Labuan Matriculation College and gain lots of experience, especially in my study and my life. I've met lots of people, with lots of personalities. Some of them can be made as my friends, some of them like trying to pick up fights with me, while others are neutral... Well, It's world, right? Beside, new place, new people.... Hmm....
Some of them are very friendly, I've shared a very joyful and meaningful memories with them while studying there, and I can even entrusted some of them with secrets. While some of them, seeing me like their enemy, saying bad things about me, give me negative perceptions, and some of them even hurt my hearts... Thankfully I still have my besties there, for example Raidah, Zharif, Hanif, Alynn and Natrah.... at least I managed to survive there. If not, maybe I can't even manage to study peacefully due to over thinking about those who bad talking about me... Huhuhu... I managed to capture unforgettable memories with my besties, as well as with my tutorial friends (which I only considered some of them as my friend, the others are like ordinary classmate, nuttin' more than that... Huhuhu)
Kudos to Raidah who always hearing me whining about my problems...she's a good listener and a good adviser.... I owe her a lot... Thanx Rai!!! Kudos also to Zharif & Hanif, they always beside me whenever I have problems, whether the problems are in my study or personal-related problems... Huhuhuhu~ Wait... we three were always together there! we three were like the three musketeers, p makan sama2, study sama2, p examination hall pun sama2...wakakakakaka! Kudos to Alynn and Natrah, for always making my life so colourful, as whenever I meet with them, we always have fights, small and idiotic fights that always make me and the others laugh.... Hehehe! Last but not least, kudos to some of my tutorial friends, namely Khadz, who always advices me in good ways, thanx to Joel for the only guys in my tutorial that i can entrust him with my problems in tutorial, thanx to Yvonne for always 'gaduh2' with me, but also give me some useful advices... Kudos also to Izzah, Jesie, Hera, Michelle, Fiqa, Poi, Arifah, Miera, and Diana as they are playing their own roles in our tutorials to cheer up all of us... Thanx! Those who I've not mentioned, please jgn ambil hati ya!
Huhuhuhu... LMC really changes my life, especially my study.... I studied damn so hard to obtain a very good result, and WALLA! I obtained very superb results for both of my PSPM.... I obtained 3.88 for sem. 1, and 3.9 for sem. 2 which make the total of 3.89 for the PNGK..... WOW.... Maybe I really want to redeem my mistakes that I've done for my SPM, and I really thanked Allah for this superb result, alhamdulillah... I also thanked my family, especially my parents for the moral and financial supports they gave to me while I'm studying in LMC, and also to my lecturers, thanx for teaching me to become a good student, even though I didn't manage to obtain 4.00 like Alynn hehehe~
Huhuhu... now, I'm doing nuttin' at home, except online-ing and playing some computer games plus reading some manga and watching some shows, waiting for the UPU results... Hopefully I get Medic, the course that I've been desired since I was in year 1, in UM or UKM... Insyaallah, Amin~....
I think that's enough for now..... Toodles! see ya! Assalamualaikum....
Some of them are very friendly, I've shared a very joyful and meaningful memories with them while studying there, and I can even entrusted some of them with secrets. While some of them, seeing me like their enemy, saying bad things about me, give me negative perceptions, and some of them even hurt my hearts... Thankfully I still have my besties there, for example Raidah, Zharif, Hanif, Alynn and Natrah.... at least I managed to survive there. If not, maybe I can't even manage to study peacefully due to over thinking about those who bad talking about me... Huhuhu... I managed to capture unforgettable memories with my besties, as well as with my tutorial friends (which I only considered some of them as my friend, the others are like ordinary classmate, nuttin' more than that... Huhuhu)
Kudos to Raidah who always hearing me whining about my problems...she's a good listener and a good adviser.... I owe her a lot... Thanx Rai!!! Kudos also to Zharif & Hanif, they always beside me whenever I have problems, whether the problems are in my study or personal-related problems... Huhuhuhu~ Wait... we three were always together there! we three were like the three musketeers, p makan sama2, study sama2, p examination hall pun sama2...wakakakakaka! Kudos to Alynn and Natrah, for always making my life so colourful, as whenever I meet with them, we always have fights, small and idiotic fights that always make me and the others laugh.... Hehehe! Last but not least, kudos to some of my tutorial friends, namely Khadz, who always advices me in good ways, thanx to Joel for the only guys in my tutorial that i can entrust him with my problems in tutorial, thanx to Yvonne for always 'gaduh2' with me, but also give me some useful advices... Kudos also to Izzah, Jesie, Hera, Michelle, Fiqa, Poi, Arifah, Miera, and Diana as they are playing their own roles in our tutorials to cheer up all of us... Thanx! Those who I've not mentioned, please jgn ambil hati ya!
Huhuhuhu... LMC really changes my life, especially my study.... I studied damn so hard to obtain a very good result, and WALLA! I obtained very superb results for both of my PSPM.... I obtained 3.88 for sem. 1, and 3.9 for sem. 2 which make the total of 3.89 for the PNGK..... WOW.... Maybe I really want to redeem my mistakes that I've done for my SPM, and I really thanked Allah for this superb result, alhamdulillah... I also thanked my family, especially my parents for the moral and financial supports they gave to me while I'm studying in LMC, and also to my lecturers, thanx for teaching me to become a good student, even though I didn't manage to obtain 4.00 like Alynn hehehe~
Huhuhu... now, I'm doing nuttin' at home, except online-ing and playing some computer games plus reading some manga and watching some shows, waiting for the UPU results... Hopefully I get Medic, the course that I've been desired since I was in year 1, in UM or UKM... Insyaallah, Amin~....
I think that's enough for now..... Toodles! see ya! Assalamualaikum....
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